Inspired by this.
Excuse me. I did not give you permission to make me feel this way. I AM NOT OKAY WITH THIS.
#is this or is this not Sebastian walking away from St Bart’s
#he just spent 2 hours in the car waiting for Jim to get back down there #he knew he won’t come #but he still waited there
#knowing what Jim did #but he didn’t want to believe it
#he was still hoping that maybe #maybe…
#it was already late and raining when he left the car
#and got on the rooftop #just to find Jim’s body in a puddle of blood
#and with a silent ‘Jim you fucking idiot’ closed his boss’ eyes and left #he didn’t go back to his car #he walked #walked all the way through the whole London #when suddenly it hit him #he’s dead #Jim’s dead #he won’t see him ever again #won’t hear his fucking annoying sing-song voice
#James was gone everything was gone and it hit Sebastian like a train #and running his fingers through his hair he sat down on the ground and let the tears run down his face
I doubt Sebastian will ever have 5 minutes to himself if Jim can help it.